First Heartbreak Songtext
von Lauv

I wanna tell you I′m right here
But I'm still so angry, even after all these years
I know your family was falling apart
So, I don′t blame you, but I still have a heart

All of my friends and my therapist say
That it's nothing and I've gone insane
Everyone says I′m a narcissist
Truth is, I just haven′t dealt with the blame
You chose the drugs
And now everyone else is your friend
And I'm left in the flame
There′s nothing like first heartbreak


Know I should move on, God knows I've tried
But I hit this strange wall without you by my side
We were forever, at one point in time
The night you left me, you left me half alive

I started running, got faster and faster
But I just couldn′t get away
All of my problems got bigger and bigger
Until I couldn't feel the pain
′Cause you chose the drugs
And now everyone else is your friend
And I'm going insane
There's nothing like first heartbreak

(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)


I had to lose you to find myself
You can′t know heaven until you know hell
I′ll always love you, even if you're gone
I′m letting go but always holding on