Alone with Myself Songtext
von Citizen Soldier

I′m alright, I'm okay
Lying to myself just to make it through the day
The sun still shines on my face
But what′s inside my head would scare the devil away

Feel like a burden asking you to stay
But I've been living in the darkest place
Feel like a burden asking you to stay, but will you stay?

Don't leave me alone, don′t leave me alone
Don′t leave me alone here with myself
'Cause this ain′t a home, this cage made of bones
And my head's a prison cell
Every day a living hell that no-one sees
I would rather be with anyone but me
Don′t leave me here alone with myself

I'm a mess, I′m insane
Every thought's a bullet blowing holes inside my brain
I suppress flash-flood rain
Can't take another second ′cause the dam′s about to break


Feel like a burden asking you to stay
But I've been living in the darkest place
Feel like a burden asking you to stay, but will you stay?

Don′t leave me alone, don't leave me alone
Don′t leave me alone here with myself
'Cause this ain′t a home, this cage made of bones
And my head's a prison cell
Every day a living hell that no-one sees
I would rather be with anyone but me
Don't leave me here alone with myself

′Cause I don′t trust this monster not to leave a mark
I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark
It′s focused on my fears, it knows them all by heart
The ones I keep the closest leave the deepest scars

Don't leave me alone, don′t leave me alone
Don't leave me alone here with myself
′Cause this ain't a home, this cage made of bones
And my head's a prison cell
Every day a living hell that no-one sees
I would rather be with anyone but me
Don′t leave me here alone with myself