Monster Made of Memories Songtext
von Citizen Soldier

Woke up again in the pouring rain
I feel the windows shake, thunder in my brain
Every thought is like a hurricane
Destroying everything but it leaves no trace

Four walls made of skin feeling paper thin
Don′t know if they can take what they're holding in
It′s death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again
It's out for blood again (it's out for blood again)

I′m a cage, I′m a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me, but I′m six feet deep
It's a monster made of memories

It′s alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence ′cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh)
Monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh)
Monster made of memories


My darkest own made a creature
That feeds on the fear of everything I can't forget
It walks beside me, gun against my head
So I look terrified ′til I′ve paid the debt

Four walls made of skin, feeling paper thin
And I know they can't take what they′re holding in
It's death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again
It′s out for blood again (it's out for blood)

I′m a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
And no one believes me, but I′m six feet deep
With a monster made of memories

It′s alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence ′cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories


Up all night ′cause I can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps me scared, so it can feed
It′s a monster made of memories
Up all night 'cause we can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared, so we won′t speak
It′s a monster made of memories

I'm a cage, I′m a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me, but I′m six feet deep
With a monster made of memories

It's alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there′s no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories

Up all night ′cause we can′t sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared, so we won't speak
It′s a monster made of memories