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von Bushido feat. Chakuza

1 (Bushido):
Oh I'm a broken man
Who hasn't been looking forward to the start of the week for a long time
I've forgotten the time, I just don't want to remember
So I'm just running away from my wife and kids
I pull the belt around my arm until I see the veins
And pray that I'll finally end my life today
With that sweet kiss
I encourage myself so that I can let go and don't have to feel anything anymore
I suddenly feel numbness in my lower jaw
And the bugs are slowly crawling out of my mouth
It's fear that keeps me going
Like a little girl jumping in a well
The last melody that penetrates deep into my ears
Because no one gives me my star when I die
Because actually this life is something ugly
I hate it so I take it and I break it


(Chakuza, Bushido):
(Got no money)And still I stand like a man
And keep fighting like a lion if I have to for the rest of my life
I keep my pride like it's a diamond
Because everything else I burned like a sheet of paper
I'm ready to die when the Lord says so
Because if my world is in pieces down here, then he's not there
And sometimes my load gets too heavy for me
Then the devil takes my ashes and scatters them in the sea

2 (Chakuza):
It can be cold and so ugly I would leave if I could
Here the Starlight Express rolls on the direct route to hell
God closed his eyes and took my money and joy
And makes a lot of my friends gifts to the devil
And no one can save the children, stop listening when they cry
Here many stiff bodies lie in beds of ice
Sometimes I think I fell like a star from the sky
A child of space lies on the street, I bring light to the asphalt
Here is the place where it ends and probably no one will argue against it
Where no one runs when acid rain falls in November
None of us dreams of smoking anymore, or smoking weed in the evening
We carry needles in our veins instead of children in our arms
There is nothing beautiful here anymore, no fun and my laughter is gone too
On these roads the phoenix is ​​dirt instead of ashes
Here the call for something good is even louder than a beat
Look at my eyes boys, it's a war out here


(Bushido, Chakuza):
(Got no money)And still I stand like a man
And keep fighting like a lion if I have to for the rest of my life
I keep my pride like it's a diamond
Because everything else I burned like a sheet of paper
I'm ready to die when the Lord says so
Because if my world is in pieces down here, then he's not there
And sometimes my load gets too heavy for me
Then the devil takes my ashes and scatters them in the sea

3 (Chakuza):
Look, my house, I'm getting old here, it's great to live here
Only the cardboard quickly turns to mud when it rains
God says Chakuza is cursed and then drops the man
And don't touch your gold, it will turn to bare metal
I can't damn run and get out of here for something new
The city of angels is imprisoned, the devil has taken it
Come take me out and give me protection, I seek refuge in you
Brother, until now only the beer was like a mother to me
3 (Bushido):
Oh, I close my eyes and just stop breathing
And eventually destroy this house of cards
I spit out life like my mouth is full of sand
Because today my last heroes have also perished
I want to go there so that I can finally grow my wings
I already feel so old today, then I was an adult early
You feel as if you suddenly fell a hundred years
One last thing: farewell, wonderful world

(Chakuza, Bushido):
(Got no money)And still I stand like a man
And keep fighting like a lion if I have to for the rest of my life
I keep my pride like it's a diamond
Because everything else I burned like a sheet of paper
I'm ready to die when the Lord says so
Because if my world is in pieces down here, then he's not there
And sometimes my load gets too heavy for me
Then the devil takes my ashes and scatters them in the sea