Do I Deserve It Songtext
von Sushi Soucy

I can only take a compliment from a stranger
I don′t trust the people who are closest to me
To tell the truth
'Cause what if they′re just saving my feelings?
And they pity me
So they just say what's nice

I enjoy abuse
Because if you're mean to me
I can trust you′ll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
′Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?


I crave affection constantly, but thеn once I get it
I'll remain unsatisfiеd
And there′s nothing I can do to fill the hole
That's gaping inside me
That is there because I have no real self worth

I enjoy abuse
Because if you′re mean to me
I can trust you'll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
′Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?

I've had so many friends
Who've left me on a whim
Suddenly cut ties for reasons that I can′t explain
And yet I end up feeling I′m the one to blame
'Cause if everybody loved me
I must be doing something wrong, right?
It′s the only thing I think of at night
People shouldn't make the same mistake twice
But
I enjoy abuse