Last October Songtext
von Superheaven

I spent the end of last October
Crying on your shoulder
I′ll just never win
We're going through this
I′m not even there
I'm never there

My mind
It could use a little peace and quiet
My soul
Wouldn't mind a warm place to hide
My ears
Red and sore from always standing in the snow
My lungs need air
I spent it on all the thank-yous and goodbyes


I′m scared
I′m helpless
I'm shaking
I′m weak
My bones
I feel them breaking
I'm tired
Of losing against me
I′m lost
I can't win

My tongue
Is bleeding red from all the things I can′t say
My hands
Are clawing at the dirt to dig up anything
I can't say
I didn't wish for this before
I′m ashamed
I don′t deserve to be here anymore

I'm scared
I′m helpless
I'm shaking
I′m weak
My bones
I feel them breaking
I'm tired
Of losing against me
I′m lost
I can't win