Self‐Made Songtext
von Otep

No, no, no
Find the defect
The reason, the source
Of all this misery and extract it
Forever
What heals me kills me

I′m a natural assassin, a massacre in action
I've never known remorse, or felt any compassion
This is my drug of choice, the reason demons rejoice
My rage remains a beast untamed
I bet you′ll remember me now

Glutton
I am heartbreak and depression
Regret without redemption
A wounded animal, afraid of my reflection
I am an epidemic
This is a crime of passion
The willing weak deserve defeat
The penance will be savage


I bet you'll remember me now
I bet you'll remember me now

Bi-polar, self-abortion, mind fuck
Can′t escape these chains of shame
I′m stuck swollen in the mud, barely standing still
Hungry for the hunt and the thrill of the kill

Come on
I've always been a shadow, content with my disease
You′ll never see it coming, 'Cause you never notice me
Unload

Words are the remedy
Words are the remedy
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me


I′ve built myself out of ash and agony
I am ready, I am I
I am my own creation, I am, self made
I am my own creation, I am, self made
I am my own creation, I am, self made
Destroyers
I am I
A bone heals
A bruise fades
But art is forever