my life Songtext
von Mark Tuan

Sometimes I look at myself
It′s a little bit selfish
I tried but I can't win
You don′t even know
How could somebody look at me
And think that I'm happy?
I haven't been laughing
Too much anymore

You say I seem okay when I′m sitting here with all my friends
Easy to say when you′re looking from the outside in
I'll never change, loving myself is all pretend
And I might never again

I tried everything to please you
I forgot to think of me too
I woke up and realized
That this is my life


And every time that I felt hopeless
I fucked myself up to keep on going
And I never realized
That this is my life

Sometimes I wish I was different
And someone would listen
It′s hard to explain it
You don't even know
Last time I told you I missed you
It turned to an issue
Guess I was mistaken
I′ll leave you alone

You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends
Easy to say when you′re looking from the outside in
I'll never change, loving myself is all pretend
And I might never again

I tried everything to please you
I forgot to think of me too
I woke up and realized
That this is my life


And every time that I felt hopeless
I fucked myself up to keep on going
And I never realized
That this is my life