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von Lauren Spencer Smith

I′ve been holdin' my stomach in for so long
Don′t even notice I'm doin' it anymore
I work out hard, seven days a week
But I don′t feel any differently

I wonder if I′ll ever change
I don't think I can live this way

I wake up hatin′ my body
Scared that there's nothing that′ll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Bitin′ my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killin′ myself, but I don′t think it's helpin′ at all
Tryin' to be small
Oh, oh, oh

Walk over me and I take it so politely
′Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
I used to smile and show my teeth
Now I don't smile at anything


I wonder if I′ll ever change
I, I don't wanna be this way

I wake up hatin' my body
Scared that there′s nothing that′ll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Bitin′ my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I′m killin' myself, but I don′t think it's helpin' at all
Tryin′ to be

Everything that makes me sad, a therapist, a punchin′ bag
Wish I could eat and not feel bad, swear I'm gonna scream
No one′s ever listenin', and they don′t care it's killin′ me
As long as I can fuckin' sing, then life is a dream

But I wake up hatin' my body
Scared that there′s nothing that′ll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?


Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Bitin′ my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I′m killin' myself, but I don′t think it's helpin' at all
I′m killin′ myself, and I don't think it′s healthy at all
Tryin' to be small