I’m Thinking of Ending Things Songtext
von Dearest

I′m running out of maneuvers
Something tells me I'm not ready
And do I still have a future
If I can′t let go of every past mistake that haunts me
Strength is down to nothing
And now I don't recognize the sunlight

I don't know why I wake up anymore
I can′t decide if life′s worth fighting for
How long can I exist on borrowed time
Outside the walls of worry where I rot
The world around me changed, but I could not
How long can I exist on borrowed time

Chasing the night to fill the dark days
Drown out the light, cause I don't want to wake
I never thought that I would end up like this
Strung out on all the chances I missed
Living my life never felt more dishonest
Don′t recognize myself today


I don't know why
All of the world is alright
I can′t decide
If I should even try

I don't know why I wake up anymore
I can′t decide if life's worth fighting for
How long can I exist on borrowed time
Outside the walls of worry where I rot
The world around me changed, but I could not
How long can I exist on borrowed time

All of the world feels wrong
And I can't feel myself no more
They all seem fine
But it′s just not right in my eyes
All of the world feels wrong
And I can′t feel myself no more
They all seem fine
But it's just not right in my eyes
In my eyes


I don′t know why I wake up anymore
I can't decide if life′s worth fighting for
How long can I exist on borrowed time
Outside the walls of worry where I rot
The world around me changed, but I could not
How long can I exist on borrowed time