Paradoxical Impulse Songtext
von Carnosus

Ripped from the parasitic state of my existence
A finite realm that I was forced into by my hostess′ desecrator
Through coital blight, and out of spite

Sheltered in an all-encompassing void
With a newly seeded urge to escape vacuity
I yet lingered within flesh and its oblivion
With a paradoxical impulse
A yearning for the ultimate escapism, one that would linger

A piercing glint

Raptured
From beyond the walls of my world, something tugged at me
Torn from the dark
Ripped straight into an exceptional turmoil
A blinding light
The start of a photophobic travesty of existence


Cast into earth and solaced in soil
Where I was thrown by my progenitor's saviour
Upon the hook I′ve squirmed
Torn into a world I was never meant to betread
Into ritualism grew my woe
Subsequently, with a dismal crown I was to be burdened
Yet still caught in a stressful rest, I envisioned the world
That I was never meant to betread
Ravished and raped
Hysteric, ravished and raped
Molested

Cast into earth and into ritualism grew my woe
Subsequently, under a dismal crown I was burdened
With the years and the yearns to besmirch
And envenom the world that I was never meant to betread
A product of forced coition
Why would I aim to become like my progenitor's defiler?
Have I been so misled by the tales of my kin
Worming their way through this world
That I was never meant to betread?

I am the worm crawling through this world's cervix
Molestation through Infinihility