Fumbling Songtext
von Boniface

I don′t want to stay up
Fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can't control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it′s you now, you know

I walk in alone
And if I had known that you weren't here
I would have just stayed home
I think you would have smiled when you saw the walls
They're covered in paisley and cigarette tar
The kind of room where the lights can′t get low enough

Oh, but I had you for a second there
My second rate love
And your calm disposition
And now I just feel so unsure


But I don′t want to stay up
Fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can't control
I was raised to only focus one the ones I love
And it′s you now, you know

And I don't want to wake up, freaking out,
Cold sweat, shaking, and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live for the ones that I hold dear
And it′s you now as well
And it's you now

In my mind
We walk home alone
You take everything you can from a 7-Eleven

Kicking a condo door
I watch as you admire the art on the walls
We kiss in the kitchen
And you pretend that they′re yours
Leave a card on the counter
And then we walk back home


Oh, but I had you for a second there
My second rate love
And your calm disposition
And now I just feel so insecure
But I don't want to stay up
Fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can't control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it′s you now, you know

And I don′t want to wake up, freaking out,
Cold sweat, shaking, and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live for the ones that I hold dear
And it's you now as well

I′m always looking for you in a room that you leave in

But I don't want to stay up
Fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can′t control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it's you now, you know

And I don′t want to wake up, freaking out,
Cold sweat, shaking, and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live for the ones that I hold dear
And it's you now as well
And it's you now