Guarded Songtext
von Abandoning Sunday

I had it all figured out
i wouldn′t miss a thing
i hope you're listening now
i hope you hear me,
i′m not sure what to say
and i don't know how to respond
tell me what to do
if i can't be good enough
i can′t believe i stood so close
to where i throw it all away
there′s nothing for me here anymore
and no reason i should stay
break my heart and make it fast
'cause it′s all already lost
please say something just not that
'cause i cant feel anything at all
i can′t believe i stood close
to where i throw it all away
theres nothing for me here anymore
and no reason i should stay tell me something i don't know
or i hope i just forgot
and i hope he makes you laugh,
like i never could
and that he′s everything i'm not
and i just want the truth
is it really all that hard?
and you won't get to watch
when i fall all apart
i can′t believe i stood so close
to where i throw it all away
there′s nothing for me here anymore
and no reason i should stay
tell me a lie that i'll believe
and then maybe i′ll forget
and i can't be everything you need,
but i meant everything i said
i cant believe i stood so close
to where i throw it all away