Brief English translation
von D-Bo

I wake up alone, the bed is empty, the world falls apart.
I search the whole apartment because it's still so strange
That I'm all alone now, man where has my love gone.
Where is the angel that brings me happiness and joy again.
I go to the desk and I look for your last letter,
The last letter that you wrote with fear and also with tears.
I read it a hundred times a day and become dumb and rigid.
I didn't realize it but now I know how stupid I was.


I'm standing at the abyss of my heart, pressing the pain through my breath
Because otherwise my body will break apart, even though I'm actually very hard.
You made me soft, you know my sore spot
Now I stand completely naked in front of you and count all the hours and
Moments I thought your love was paradise
You played with me but I didn't see how clear that is.
Every day was lousy, but I was blind and deeply in love
And longing for warmth, because a person like me clearly misses that.
The question is why you're without any mercy
You didn't respect me one bit, but you kissed me every day.
I enjoyed it and didn't look a damn time
My pride is being used and then fucked hard in the ass.
I'm cool and smart but honestly hey I bleed too
It really took courage to say 'no' to you.
You're so good to me, come on imagining shit
I shut up and then I think a quiet 'no'.
I'm going without you from now on, I want to be alone now
I'm a quiet person so no one can hear me cry.
You come back to me, you say you want to be with me
Now my tears won't show, please just let it be.
Please let me go, don't I have a right to happiness?
You don't have my love - no - you choked my whole heart.
And if you really if you really care about me
Set me free, so that everything, everything in me doesn't die.