My childhood Songtext
von Laurika Rauch

So my childhood goes on the wings of the silence
Of memory′s treason, the true make believe
Winter snow made of diamonds on the window sill
Where I pressed my chin,
Where I dreamed summer in
So I could play half nude, like an Indian brave
On a pony of gold, never taking a rest
I ride but to save, my warriors, my west


So my childhood goes, in the steam of the car games
I dream of Charlotte russe, and other truths
My mother plays Mahjong, my father plays cards,
So distant, so wise,
They look right through my eyes.
So I block off my head, I pretend I'm a bird
That′s unseen and unheard, I have not said a word
I might ride a train, it's bedtime again

So my childhood goes, with white gloves and bonnets
Dissolved by my tears until it's all gone
How my anger grows how I hold my breath
Against this family
Always ready for death
Always ready for grief, always ready for war
I want so much to dance on the graves that they grow
I would avenge like God, but how would they know


My childhood explodes, scattering all toys
And it smashes through walls, oh, with a beautiful noise
There was the first boy the first boy that I knew
And the first touch of flesh,
It was life, it was love
I wanted to fly, I swear that I flew!
My heart glowed like the sun, the dark days became bright
And then the war began, and here we are tonight