Ghost in the Routine Songtext
von Free Throw

Yeah I know I′m supposed to think about the bright side 'cause it helps
But I stow everything in a hold and locked up in a cell
Like an actor that is playing a role
Convincing everyone this is who I am
For months I′ve just been faking it all
Convincing them all making sure none can tell

It's so damn bad (I fake smile as they walk past)
And I know not everyone gets that (All my thoughts are a steel trap)

Honestly I hide myself away
Then put on a face pretend that I'm okay


Do you know can you see the glimpses of my hell?
How I owe-owe it to myself to seek out help?
Like a chameleon with it′s camouflage on
I′m convincing them all blend into the place I dwell
Not letting anyone see me fall concealing it all
Masquerading behind a veil

It's so damn bad
And I know
Yeah I know I really should fight back

It′s so damn bad (I fake smile as they walk past)
And I know I really should fight back (All my thoughts are a steel trap)

Honestly I hide myself away
Then put on a face to keep questions at bay
I honestly try to be honest when I say that I'm okay
Put on a good face for each day just to keep questions at bay