self‐esteem Songtext
von webcage

Webcage!

Yeah, I think I lost my emotions
The last time I got ghosted, yeah
Emptiness inside my head like Walking Dead
I′m just tryna go through the motions
But I wake up every day like "oh, shit"
"I forgot to give a fuck about my friends!"

Most days I can't remember what I did the day before
I probably just sat in my bed
Leaving empty monsters on the floor, yeah
And life′s a constant fucking dream
A stupid indie movie scene
I wanna wake up (up-up-up-up)
God, please, I wanna wake up (up-up-up-up-up-up)


Slow it down, keep a distance (get the fuck away)
I still see you on my timeline
Lied when I said I missed us
But we can never be on my time
Clocked out in a wishing well
Overstayed my welcome
And go like you kiss and tell
You were always selfish, childish
The wildest way to break a heart

I've got so much on my mind
I don't wanna talk about it
Keep my problems trapped inside
I don′t wanna talk about it
Run around like all the time
I don′t wanna talk about it
Cause I've got so much left to find
I′ve got so much left to find

Come take my brain out from my head
It won't change a thing, words left unsaid
Pushed around too much, been collecting dust
I don′t think I'll let it happen again
And I′m scared of growing up
I made plans and now I'm stuck
Come fly away tonight, no use in saying goodbye
When everybody's rooting for the other guys


And I swore I′d never look back
Down the barrel of this gun
I wasted nights out by the ocean side
Cause I just wanted to have some fun
But it′s all luck now and I'm stuck on this track
But I′ve been making my way down
I guess that's all for now

Yeah, I think I lost my emotions
The last time I got ghosted, yeah
Emptiness inside my head like Walking Dead
I′m just tryna go through the motions
But I wake up every day like "oh, shit"
"I forgot to give a fuck about my friends!"

I've got so much on my mind
I don′t wanna talk about it
Keep my problems trapped inside
I don't wanna talk about it
Run around like all the time
I don't wanna talk about it
Cause I′ve got so much left to find
I′ve got so much left to find