The Deserter Songtext
von Until We Are Ghosts

I never saw you
An empty vessel holds the pain I caused you
I blame myself for these severed endings
This has always been so difficult
All the times you tried and every time I wouldn′t

I couldn't change your fate
A gravestone marks that bed you′ve made
I wish I would have been, more apart of your life.
Now I understand, why
I never got to say, good bye

Maybe I'm just like my father, always detached from realities of life.
I'm losing sight of my family and the ones that I hold close to me


Who am I really now?
Do I just do this to myself?
Act all alone and betrayed
Am I really alone or am I the deserter?

Who am I really now?
I think I found the answer
I′m just a clouded head
With a great lack of rest

I′m not really alone
I'm not being betrayed
This is who I really am
I am the deserter
I am the deserter
I am the deserter