EMOTIONAL O.D Songtext
von TeZATalks

My life is so complicated
I′m so fucking frustrated
You don't know half of what I′m taking
Emotional overdose
You smile like you can see me naked
Dressed up anxiety what made this
I hate my life most people fake it
Emotional overdose
Manic eyes here I go
Trippin underneath
Four days still awake
I cant sleep
Eye shut
Hoodie up
Get away from me
I'm a walking nightmare on elm street
I laugh when I cry
It's uncomfortable
I drink too much Its a fucking joke
Death knocks everyday asking am I sure


But I already jumped out the window
The lines
The days
They blur into weekends
The drugs
The pills
They feed all the reasons
The hurt
The shame
It all starts to creep in
The sex withdrawal
It all leaves me empty
Doctor am I dead
I don′t know anymore
Cant get out of bed or even out the door
Pills for my head
I feel nothing at all
But I′m feeling like me less
I guess that means that I'm cured
My life is so complicated
I′m so fucking frustrated
You don't know half of what I′m taking
Emotional overdose
You smile like you can see me naked
Dressed up anxiety what made this
I hate my life most people fake it
Emotional overdose
Suicide online
Finding home alone
Two sides
Black and white
Means I'll never know
In between losing friends
And my only hope
I admit I′m afraid of letting go
I care too much
What you think of me
I think to much
It's my empathy
Life comes at you fast
Then you're out the door
But I cant even see mine happening
I cant escape myself or even a grave
I guess
I′ll take this one like I cant fake
I need to change
To feel like I am safe
I love myself
Though it hurts me to hear me say
Doctor am I dead
I don′t know anymore
Cant get out of bed or even out the door
Pills for my head
I feel nothing at all
But I'm feeling like me less
I guess that means that I′m cured
My life is so complicated
I'm so fucking frustrated
You don′t know half of what
I'm taking
Emotional overdose
You smile like you can see me naked
Dressed up anxiety what made this
I hate my life
Most people fake it
Emotional overdose
Emotional overdose
Emotional overdose
I promise I promise that I′m going to better yea
I promise I promise I'm going to be better than this oh