the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams Songtext
von Teen Suicide

I have dreamt about what it′s like to die
And i saw myself becoming shadows again
Just like i did when i was a kid
I saw my bones crack open
And all the things i've been hiding from you spill out
All the secrets that i never thought i′d tell anyone about
I am warm and i am bored and i am drifting through this place
It's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me But i wish that i′d never met a lot of the people that i′ve met
Not because i don't like them but because i only let them down
And when you disappoint everyone all the time
It′s hard not to want to die
Constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling
Like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
Behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
And everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome