The Dystopist Songtext
von Sleepless Nights

You notice something′s just not right
You see this weird thing in my eye

Depression is a smile - that's how they died
Depression is inside - You know that′s how they died

Don't you know I always tried my best, Dad?
Can't you see the fear I feel inside?
Don′t you know that I love you to death, Mom?
Can′t you see: This life was never mine

You see I'm growing out my hair (You see I′m growing out my hair)
And you find bottles everywhere

Depression is a smile - that's how they died
Depression is inside


Don′t you know I always tried my best, Dad?
Can't you see the fear I feel inside?
Don′t you know that I love you to death, Mom?
Can't you see: This life was never mine

Can't you see my heart belongs to you, girl?
Every panic, every sleepless night
Don′t you know that you brought light to my world?
Could I take possession of this life?
Don′t you think that I have had it in me?
Do you think that it's a waste of time?
Don′t you know how often I've felt guilty?
Can′t you see: This life was never mine
This life was never mine