Departure! Songtext
von SHO

I wake up each day and I put a mask on
Knowing I can′t hide it and it won't last long
I wanna keep going but I don′t know how
Try to kill myself guess I'll last longer for now
Back when I was younger I shot for the stars
But now all my dreams are locked behind these bars
I'm not ready for my own departure
So why are all my thoughts getting darker

All alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon (Uh) when it gets dark
All these needles sticking through my heart
I feel at home when I fall apart


I don′t fuck with you, throw away my phone
Can′t even feel safe inside my home
And I don't really care no more
Stuck in place laying on my bedroom floor
Haven′t smiled in like ten years
Kinda sick of crying all these goddamn tears
Hoping that I'll die before I wake
Wondering if all my feelings are fake

I don′t wanna go upstairs now
I don't wanna go anywhere now
Pulling at my hair it′s dark brown
I just wanna die i'm so down

All alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon (Uh) when it gets dark
All these needles sticking through my heart
I feel at home when I fall apart