what I used to have Songtext
von Sedative Beauty

Used to strum my guitar while you laid in my bed
Now I strum my guitar while these thoughts run through my head
Write this shit down on a notepad
Hoping it will give me sight of the shit I used to have
Never really had a smile on my face
But as long as you were happy I felt like I had a place
As long as you felt happiness I felt some relief
Thought I′d feel relief without you here, but now I'm feeling beat
Mama told me that I′m better without you
Maybe she's right but I still don't know what to do
Been tryna forget, but your face is in my brain
And every little thought of you and him just brings me pain

Used to strum my guitar while you laid in my bed
Now I strum my guitar while these thoughts run through my head
Write this shit down on a notepad
Hoping it will give me sight of the shit I used to have


Hey, got your love note on my desk
Gonna read it till the day I′m in my deathbed
Been searchin out for love or someone to replace the thoughts
Of every broken promise that I said I′d keep, but then I lost
My brains a riot, you're the fucking cause
My hearts on fire and you′re the match that set it off
You are the ocean pulling me into the deep
The darkest part of space that man will never see

Used to strum my guitar while you laid in my bed
Now I strum my guitar while these thoughts run through my head
Write this shit down on a notepad
Hoping it will give me sight of the shit I used to have
Never really had a smile on my face
But as long as you were happy I felt like I had a place
As long as you felt happiness I felt some relief
Thought I'd feel relief without you here, but now I′m feeling beat
Mama told me that I'm better without you
Maybe she′s right but I still don't know what to do
Been tryna forget, but your face is in my brain
And every little thought of you and him just brings me pain