The Ascent Songtext
von SECRETS

I hate this monster inside me (inside me!)
My body′s breaking down!
I'm alone and I can′t breathe!
You wouldn't understand, no chance!
'Cause I feel so fucking dead!

Take the last drink, the bottle′s gone
Washed down my throat, I′m full, but empty
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar′s my only friend, and it's killing me
I′m not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar′s my only friend, and it's killing me

Frail boy with a shallow mind
I'm not quite sure that I′m the type of guy
You should be hanging around
I tend to let people down.

This is the last time getting high!
Promises sound just like last night!


I don′t know anything anymore!
Help me regain control!

I've been dependent for so long!
I need to leave!
I′ve been dependent for so long!
I need to live (again!)

Take the last drink, the bottle's gone
Washed down my throat, I′m full, but empty
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar′s my only friend, and it's killing me
I'm not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I′m not the man that I wanna be
The bar′s my only friend and it's killing me

I′m drinking whisky like water
'Cause water does nothing for me
I′m full of pain, I need it more
I'm as empty as the whisky bottle on my floor.


This is the end!
I don′t need this anymore!
Taking control!
Is finding strength to let it go!
This is the end!
I don't need this anymore!
Taking control
Is finding strength to let it go!
I'm drinking whisky like water
′Cause water does nothing for me.