Sunshine Blues Songtext
von Sebastian Melmoth

I was sitting in the park staring at the sunshine
As the rays burned my retina I welcomed the silence
I thought about the past and all the pain that it′s brought to me
I wondered why the clouds follow me wherever I go


I live among the human race
Even though it's against my nature
This world′s too much for me
And I just can't deal with it anymore

Well I was sitting in my room and I was dreaming up brutal fantasies
As the adrenaline rushed through my body I welcomed the white noise
I contemplated pleasant things like rape, murder and sodomy
Raskolnikov couldn't deal with it, but maybe I can, maybe I′m superior to him

I live in a fictitious world
And I am fond of fabrication
Reality′s too much for me and I just
I just can't cope with it anymore