Ashamed Songtext
von Seaning

I am ashamed, I can′t escape this fate
I'm too afraid of the change
I′m too afraid to create 'cause of hate
But I cannot wait 'cause the fame is the taste that I crave
My brain is deranged, Lord of the flies
Got no way, but what could′ve I had done?
If I chose to rise, not run
But I row with the vibe and the night and the drugs
Been smoking away my mind and the funds
No wine, for I now cry for the drugs
I would′ve done fires and flames
My mind is erasing, I dine for destruction
I am a fuckwit, lights and a function
That's why I want to write, ′cause I love it
The guy to say fuck that shit, now won't quit ′Til he's got six stitches and nine concussions
Why? Should call her up?
Nah, get fucked, you′re a stupid cunt
She, she don't want another loser drunk
Like who the fuck are you? No clue, what's up?
You ain′t good enough, you ain′t hood enough
How the fuck am I gonna break though?
Yeah, I'm looking at users, broken abusers
Hoping the bruises are gonna make you
I got the bars, I mastered my art and I craft CDs
I gotta focus my motion on making my project
The dopest, and grow through the streets
I am a beast, I am a savage, I can do anything I can imagine
I can be all that I need, I am on to my feet
I am king yet I′m feeling grounded


I wanna be me
I wanna be me
I wanna be me, me, yeah!
Like, I wanna be me
I wanna be me
I wanna be me, me, yeah!

I wanna be me, I don't wanna preach
I don′t wanna seem like I wanna be perfect
I will exceed, I will achieve
No time for sleep because I stay working
I believe I'm mistreating the CD the way that I burn it
Obsolete I′m naive, I'd disagree, see I'd say I′m worth it
I would speak, I would claim, I am wrapped around in these chains
I feel trapped, soon to crack, I feel strapped down in a lane
I climb and chase every ride, every high, I am known to take
Fiend and crave, every billy, it′s silly, but should I change?
Fuck that, I wanna be who I am!
I want that green in my hand, I wanna be free
I want a key or a plan, but I see the deceit, so I scream when I can
But man, I'm right, I am, I try and damn
I rely on all these others, but cry when I cannot stand

I wanna be me
I wanna be me, me, yeah!