Tides Songtext
von Rowdy

Just got a text before I started writing
When I saw it was my dad I was thinking its the lighting
Cause I haven′t seen that name on my phone in a year
Thinking whats he gonna say as I read it in fear
I thought it'd be another drunk text for once I was wrong
Instead he′s asking me about the music and songs
What a surprise
What a surprise
But that's just how It goes right?
People change when your vision start's to grow right
But I don′t know I thought maybe for once he′d try to work shit out
Because he wanted to not because I'm getting clout
Or cause I′m in la meeting labels making deals
Because he really cared and just wanted this to heal
But first he'd have to heal, and that wont ever happen
That dude been through some shit that I never could imagine


And he′s too big a man to ever go to counseling
Drinks away his sorrow till morning bring him back and he's back in
That state, of self pity and hate
Blames his depression on the theory of fate that shit is fake
But the tides always rise at there lowest
But life′s not a tide, it's life, and I've noticed
That shit don′t go your way less you force it that direction
And all that he been forcing negativity and tension
I question if I should let that back in my life
At the same time at least he kinda wanna try
So who am I? To give up and not give one more chance
Does he deserve it? Don′t know, but I deserve my dad
I put my pen to the pad only place I'm safe
I let my mind let it out every pain I face
Is placed, on paper, only thing I need
Is inside these lines is built in this ink