Ambiguity Songtext
von Rose Cora Perry

Drove out to our favourite place in the country
Reclined the car seats into their lying position
Turn the lights down low, Turn up the radio
I gave myself to you
Wish I was a virgin, not a slut at age 15

I continued on my path of self discovery
More like the path of self destruction
Went for your best friend
Went to a secret hideaway
Only three words are needed to describe how this story ends

Then I loved you, now I hate you
I loved you, it′s all the same
Then I loved you, now I hate you
I loved you, and now I can't even say your name

I never knew the consequences of my actions that night
I felt so empty inside, as though I′d submitted my spirit
Just one night to you, a universe to me
I couldn't see what the truth was
Nothing more than a bet, I was just your pet


No one understood, I kept it deep inside
All the pain that I felt
My world was crashing down
You both laughed at my tears, how could I have been so naive?
I never wanna feel that same misery

Then I loved you, now I hate you
I loved you, it's all the same
Then I loved you, now I hate you
I loved you, and now I can′t even say your name

Now they all wonder why I′m so cold hearted
I loved someone once, and never want to love again
I shield myself from it, love seems like such a trap
I was caged, I couldn't fly, I ran away, I wanted to die

I loved me, you just hated me
I loved you, it′s all the same
And I loved you, still don't wanna hate you

I loved you, and now I can′t even say your name
Then I loved you, you just hated me
I loved you, and it still hurts to hate you
I can't even say your name

Copyright HER Records, SOCAN, SAC 2004.