A Big Mistake Songtext
von Reece Sullivan

I made a big mistake
When I said, I do
I was in a legal state
Where what I stood to lose

Was more than I could take
Which made it hard to chose
And I cannot say
Just what it put me threw

So angry, so angry
I′d never been so mad
So angry, so angry
I'd never felt so had

So when you walk my way
I can′t say how good it all seems
Yes, when you call my name
All the past seems like an old dream


I could have put a gun
Up against my head
I could have blown my brains
All across our bed

And I'm sure she'd still complain
Even with me dead
But then a weight would hang
Upon my kids, instead

So crazy, so crazy
I′d hear the neighbors say
So shameless, so shameless
To actually live that way

So I find it strange
To have you try so hard to please me
Yes, it′s quite a change
To have it all going so easy

Such conflict, such conflict
And neither one would bend
Such madness, such madness
And it would never end


So I find it strange
To have you try so hard to please me
Yes, it's quite a change
To have it all going so easy

Now what I did learn
Was no moral tale
But was more in legal terms
On which I will not dwell

All my softness burned
All illusion quelled
What I was forced to learn
Was no fairy tale