If I’ll Ever Win Songtext
von Rachel Grae

Avoiding all the mirrors
′Til she wakes up a little thinner
Replaying conversations in her head that speak too loud

And she talks a little quiet
Thinks it's better to be silent
She learned to bite her tongue because it hurts too much to let it out

She fights a war against herself
Against herself
No one ever comes to help

I don′t know, don't know where to hide
From someone I don't recognize
She hates my body
The body that she′s trapped inside
She keeps me up at night

I don′t know if it ever ends
It slows down then it starts again
She hates my body
The body that we're living in
I don′t know if I'll ever win


I think I′ve become my bully
Convinced myself nobody wants me
I'm nothing but a burden who′s still learning how to cope with life

But that girl in my mind
Tells me I'm nothing
Go down another size
That I'm not worth loving
So don′t even try
Cause I could never do it right

I don′t know, don't know where to hide
From someone I don′t recognize
She hates my body
The body that she's trapped inside
She keeps me up at night

I don′t know if it ever ends
It slows down then it starts again
She hates my body,
The body that we're livin′ in
I don't know if I'll ever win

Cause the more I try, the more it hurts
And giving up just makes it worse


I don′t know, don′t know where to hide
From someone, I don't recognize
She hates my body,
The body that she′s trapped inside
She keeps me up at night

I don't know if it ever ends
It slows down then it starts again
She hates my body,
The body that we′re livin' in
I don′t know if I'll ever win