Numb Songtext
von Problematic

I reminisce, just glarin′ out the window
Thinkin' to myself, tell me where the days went?
Why do I waste so much time, on things I can′t fix?
I'm a lost cause, so fuckin' damaged

To make a choice, nah, I can′t even trust myself
When I wake up, I might regret it, guess, I′m overwhelmed
You're not gonna listen, so I′m not gonna bother to explain it
You're contradictin′, all your lame excuses, you can save 'em

I sit alone in the darkness
Searchin′ for the light, don't know if I'ma find it
A broken soul, will I ever love again? I
Gave you my heart, but you crushed it in the end, no

Tell me why, I′m feelin′ so numb
These memories, I just can't let go
I′m so caught up, in the past
I know good things, never last
Prayin' that I don′t fade away, no


Tell me why I'm feelin′ so numb
These memories, I just can't let go
I'm so caught up, in the past
I know good things, never last
Prayin′ that I don′t fade away, no

I feel different, these days, I feel driftin'
Shiftin′ from this life, I'm livin′
I'm so distant, sick of life, don′t like existin'
I'm so tipsy, I′ve been sippin′ every night, 'cause I′m consistent
I should quit, but I don't listen, confidence is what I′m missin'

I′ma sip, fly away, 'til both eyes, go dilate
I just might go, die today, 'cause I don′t think my mind′s okay
I've tried to pray, fight this off
This time, this fight, with life lost
I′m not soft, my mind just has viruses, like Microsoft

Now
Please, pray for me
I've waited patiently
I think therapy is just make-believe
Plus, no one around me, relates to me
They don′t see the signs
They don't know, I fight these demons
I just need me, a piece of mind
Or I just might blow my mind to pieces


Tell me why, I′m feelin' so numb
These memories, I just can't let go
I′m so caught up, in the past
I know good things, never last
Prayin′ that I don't fade away, no

Tell me why I′m feelin' so numb
These memories, I just can′t let go
I'm so caught up, in the past
I know good things, never last
Prayin′ that I don't fade away, no

Away-ay-ay-ay-ay
Prayin' that I don′t fade away
Away-ay-ay-ay-ay
Prayin′ that I don't fade away

Tank is on E
Odds against me, I should gas up soon
I′m Muhammad Ali, when he hops in a ring
'Cause there ain′t no way, that I'm ever gonna lose
But my sorrow′s deep, got a cold ass heart
Put my blood, sweat, and tears into all of my art
Does the pain ever end, with a million scars?
I've been doin' my best, but can barely hang on
God damn!

I sit alone, in the darkness
Searchin′ for the light, don′t know if I'ma find it
A broken soul, will I ever love again? I
Gave you my heart, but you crushed it in the end, no

Tell me why, I′m feelin' so numb
These memories, I just can′t let go
I'm so caught up, in the past
I know good things, never last
Prayin′ that I don't fade away, no