Depression (Part 2) Songtext
von Problematic

It′s like I'm
Drowning in my own thoughts
A permanent state of exhaustion
Yeah
Unh

I was deep inside a hole, but I managed to get out
Things were startin′ to look up, but then again, I'm feelin' down
Stayin′ buried underground, all these voices, hear ′em loud
Thinkin' death is bitter sweet, ′cause my life's a livin′ hell

I neglect the ones I love, there ain't much that you can say
Not the type to socialize, I don′t bother to explain
'Cause no matter what I do, they will never understand
Got my demons callin' back, best believe, they wanna play

My ex she lied, a lot, so it′s hard for me to trust
Tell me that you′re always there, tell me, I should open up
You tell me that you care, but your actions, showin' different
When I′m crumblin' to pieces, you don′t dare to even listen


I live to please others, but forgot about myself
Now, my suicidal thoughts are uncontrollably, at will
I'm filled with guilt and shame, you don′t even know my story
With the way I'm feelin', lately, I won′t make it, ′til I'm forty

All these voices, in my head
Voices, in my head
They won′t ever go away, oh no
I just wanna be alone
Need to be alone
Should I stay, should I go?
I'm depressed

All these voices, in my head
Voices in my head
They won′t ever go away, oh no
I just wanna be alone
Need to be alone
Should I stay, should I go?
I'm depressed
Oh-ohh
I′m depressed
Yeah-ehh


Not just a bad mood, I can't simply go snap out of it
Depression's a disease, and I am here, to be an advocate
They say it′s not an illness, that it′s all, inside your head
Gotta occupy your time, maybe, you should try some meds

Why you be so quick, to judge? You don't think about the next
′Cause, there's people fuckin′ dyin', over shit that you done said
Everyday, your soul is tired, there′s no hope, no desire
Know, I shouldn't burn my bridges, but I'm stranded, in a fire

I′m kinda introverted, I don′t like to go outside
I get nervous, when in public, and my motive is deprived
It worsens, in the winter, I have yet to find a cure
I'm uncertain of my happiness, my vision′s been a blur

I'm distant from my family, and mentally, I′m drained
Physically, I smile, but I am numb to all the pain
Déjà vu again, let it rain, let it rain
There is nothin' in this world, that can make me feel okay

All these voices, in my head
Voices, in my head
They won′t ever go away, oh no
I just wanna be alone
Need to be alone
Should I stay, should I go?
I'm depressed

All these voices, in my head
Voices, in my head
They won't ever go away, oh no
I just wanna be alone
Need to be alone
Should I stay, should I go?
I′m depressed