Anxiety Songtext
von Problematic

You suffer from anxiety
You like the whole world right in your hands
But you don′t know what to do with it
Yeah

I lay in bed and I start to overthink
I'm tryna to clear my mind but it seems I′m on the brink
Of losing all I got cause my illness kicking in
I'm hoping for the best, but can't ever seem to win
You ever get the feeling that nobody ever cares?
You ever sit and wonder what′s your purpose to be here?
As I stare at my reflection, I don′t like what I've become
I′m at war inside my head, all this hurt has got me numb


I worry way too much now, my heart is racing fast
I can't seem to concentrate, always stressing to the max
My palms are looking sweaty, I pretend that I′m okay
Then I walk outside the door, fake a smile and turn away
My body gets the shakes, I'm confused and unaware
Do they love me, do they hate me? I′ve been living in my fear
Change can be so scary when your past is traumatized
You can tell I lack expression, I'm a demon in disguise

You can't understand the pain deep inside of me
What it′s like tryna deal with this anxiety
And every night it makes it hard for me to doze off
Another panic attack, I′m about to relapse
You can't understand the pain deep inside of me
What it′s like tryna deal with this anxiety
And every night it makes it hard for me to doze off
Another panic attack, I'm about to relapse

I′m nervous for my future, I do not feel inspired
My life is like a movie that I've seen too many times
Lock myself inside my room ′cause I need my space alone
I'm constantly reminded in the end I'm on my own
Each day I′m getting weaker, you can tell that I am tense
My last break up was hard, we just could not make amends
I′m blaming my depression and I blame everyone else
I can make nobody happy with this self-inflicted doubt


And lately I don't know how much more of it I can take
I′m wanting to collapse but I'm destined to be great
They tell me I should chill but don′t ever wanna wait
Are you anxious? Are you sad? Are you wanting to escape?
I've been at rock bottom now I′m tryna reach the surface
Anxiety, anxiety, it's got me feeling worthless
I take a deep breath, but ill never be alright
So I'm turning to the music cause legit it saved my life

You can′t understand the pain deep inside of me
What it′s like tryna deal with this anxiety
And every night it makes it hard for me to doze off
Another panic attack, I'm about to relapse
You can′t understand the pain deep inside of me
What it's like tryna deal with this anxiety
And every night it makes it hard for me to doze off
Another panic attack, I′m about to relapse

You can't understand the pain deep inside of me
What it′s like tryna deal with this anxiety
And every night it makes it hard for me to doze off
Another panic attack I'm about to relapse...