i don’t know why i’m trying so hard to stay here Songtext
von patrick hardy

Split my knees on the flats
I′m just a kid again
Woke up
Trade in my flashes
Of a different space

Park my feet into ash
And burn the stains away
Feels like every day
I'm wasting the chances
I′m made for

I'm tired
I'm angry
There′s a world inside my inner voice
Melting
Slowly
And my mouth can′t open wide enough


Choke me out in the sun
Watch me spin into a
Bad dream, water in lungs
I hated everyone
I don't know why I′m
Trying so hard to stay here

Hoping where I end up
Is on a different plane
Wake up
Trade in my flashes
Of a life that's wasted

Spark my bones into flames
And burn the pain away
Feels like every day
I′m wasting the chances
I prayed for

I'm tired
I′m angry
There's a world inside my inner voice
Melting
Slowly
And my mouth can't open wide enough


Choke me out in the sun
Watch me spin into a
Bad dream, water in lungs
I hated everyone
I don′t know why I′m
Trying so hard to stay here

Take my body back
I'm healing
I′ve been wasting
All the air
I'm stealing from you
Take my body back
I′m healing
I've been wasting
All the air
I′m stealing from you

Choke me out in the sun
Watch me spin into a
Bad dream, water in lungs
I hated everyone
I don't know why I'm
Trying so hard to stay here
I don′t know why I′m
Trying so hard to stay here