Calling You Songtext
von Our Mirage
Calling You Songtext
I can′t be with myself
And all I am is just a mask, I play pretend
That I'm okay, but I′m alone in my descend
I hear the wolves are at my door
I take the pills, so that I finally feel something
I can't remember how I felt before
I feel the weight when I'm alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
Hours of lifeless staring at my phone
Should I call you? Should I call you now?
And I′m calling you
′Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can′t stand myself, so I'm reaching out for help
I′m a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don′t know what to do with myself (myself)
I'm crawling down across the floor
Searching for a way out of my life
Because I know there must be more
I'm feeling down, so lonely, and depressed
Searing pain, with a hole in my chest (hole in my chest)
This is where my heart and happiness used to be
I′m sinking deeper, so help me please
I feel the weight when I′m alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
Hours of lifeless staring at my phone
Should I call you? Should I call you?
And I'm calling you
′Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can′t stand myself, so I'm reaching out for help
I′m a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself
Since you′re gone, my life′s not moving on (moving on)
I just can't let you go
But you′re never coming back, I know
All the pain and sorrow
Realising that I'm nothing without you
I′m now drowning in grief
Listening to the last message I received
I'm still calling you
Even though I know you′re now in solitude
I can't do this without you
And I'm calling you
′Cause I can′t be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself, so I′m reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
But I don′t want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself
I′m a letdown, oh yeah
(I don't know what to do with myself)
I'm a letdown, I′m a letdown
I don′t know what to do with myself
And all I am is just a mask, I play pretend
That I'm okay, but I′m alone in my descend
I hear the wolves are at my door
I take the pills, so that I finally feel something
I can't remember how I felt before
I feel the weight when I'm alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
Hours of lifeless staring at my phone
Should I call you? Should I call you now?
And I′m calling you
′Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can′t stand myself, so I'm reaching out for help
I′m a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don′t know what to do with myself (myself)
I'm crawling down across the floor
Searching for a way out of my life
Because I know there must be more
I'm feeling down, so lonely, and depressed
Searing pain, with a hole in my chest (hole in my chest)
This is where my heart and happiness used to be
I′m sinking deeper, so help me please
I feel the weight when I′m alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
Hours of lifeless staring at my phone
Should I call you? Should I call you?
And I'm calling you
′Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can′t stand myself, so I'm reaching out for help
I′m a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself
Since you′re gone, my life′s not moving on (moving on)
I just can't let you go
But you′re never coming back, I know
All the pain and sorrow
Realising that I'm nothing without you
I′m now drowning in grief
Listening to the last message I received
I'm still calling you
Even though I know you′re now in solitude
I can't do this without you
And I'm calling you
′Cause I can′t be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself, so I′m reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
But I don′t want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself
I′m a letdown, oh yeah
(I don't know what to do with myself)
I'm a letdown, I′m a letdown
I don′t know what to do with myself
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