"Life" Songtext
von $NOT

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I don′t wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don′t feel fine
I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I'm not okay
You can feel the pain in my heart, bro
Cryin′ in the bed like tonight
People asking me if they can come right inside
I don′t wanna die tonight
If you fuck with me, you might die tonight
Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside


Man, I hate this life, I can't live this shit (uh-uh)
No bad bitch overseas, from the mountains or the black mist
Yeah, money brings me happiness, but I′m still sad as shit (yeah)
And I don't know what it feels, but I don′t think I could exist (uh-uh)
In a world full of hate mixed with all of loneliness (uh-uh)
So point that gun to my head and watch my soul leave the skin
And people askin' me if I′m okay, doin' fine (I'm okay)
I′m okay with dyin′ in the field, then a peaceful place (yeah)

What I mean I don't even see my self optimistic in a dream (uh-uh)
Baby girl, this is not paradise, it′s just not what it seems (uh-uh)
Okay, okay, I get it, you can't see what I just seen (yeah)
Baby girl, I need to lean but not the one inside a cup
Double up with the Styrofoam, bitch, stop callin′ on my phone
I might have to do right, but I'ma end up doin′ wrong
Okay, there's six million ways to die, I choose one
And I think livin' on this Earth is one of ′em (ayy)

I don′t wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don′t feel fine
I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I′m not okay
You can feel the pain in my heart, bro
Cryin' in the bed like tonight
People asking me if they can come right inside
I don′t wanna die tonight
If you fuck with me, you might die tonight
Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside