DISGUSTED Songtext
von Mimi Barks

Every time you say I love you, I can see resentment in your eyes

Our souls intertwined
Your past nothing like mine
Energy flows and resides
Smother your heart like it′s mine
I self-sabotage
This is how I'm designed
I hate, I love myself
A toxic love like mine

So come absorb my bad habits
Don′t waste more time
I know that it's sad
But it's all just a lie
Can′t wake up what′s dead eh
You're tripping on heights
I feast off your sweetness
Leave nothing behind


Inside′s like a carcass
You're wasting your time
I′m covered in cobwebs and drowning in lies
When you hurt, I hurt
I get off when you cry
My brain's so twisted
Yours is in constant denial

Use me, kill me like a homicide
If it ain′t love leave it undefined
Can't feel the now, I left myself behind
When I elaborate, you override

Back off now
Everything we are makes me so disgusted
I lied coz
I don't really know what actual love feels like
We pretend it′s alright, give up all that we stand for
Gave blood for
All those words we said, I can′t overwrite it
It's too late to make it work somehow
All the things we sacrifice
And I know that I′m right
Cause I'm singeing my soulmate


Reach for your hand in the dark
Necrophilia, you′re fucking with my heart
Dry ice in my veins but you want me regardless
Better stay away coz I don't want to harm us
I stagnate where you fight
Turn to stone when you cry
Let go coz I surrendered miles back
Where I left you behind
Call me a thousand names
But it′s never mine
It's too late to work it out
To rewind

Now I can't touch your body like you want me to
You can use my body but it won′t comfort you
Cuts right through me when you say I ain′t good for you
Why don't you find someone new
Someone who treats you like you deserve it
You know that we′re fucked but you swerve it
The feeling's dead but you preserve it
It′s over, I don't know how to word it

Back off now
Everything we are makes me so disgusted
I lied coz
I don′t really know what actual love feels like
We pretend it's alright, give up all that we stand for
Gave blood for
All those words we said, I can't overwrite it
It′s too late to make it work somehow
All the things we sacrifice
And I know that I′m right
Coz I'm singeing my soulmate