this is me now Songtext
von Martin Luke Brown

lately i′m wondering blind
life keeps on passing me by
i catch myself in the eye
like who the hell is that guy

i've
got deeper lines on my face, like
i′m getting further away
my old familiar ways don't
serve me the same
tryna rewire my brain
again

i guess this is me now
this is me now
i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now
this is me
who am i gonna be now?


well we all wanna be loved, so
somebody give me a hug
tell me that i am enough
don't try so hard

each hour of every day
it′s a transitional phase
well i′m sick of carrying shame so
tight, but

i guess this is me now
this is me oh
i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now
this is me
who am i gonna be now?

mmm
i guess this is me now
this is me oh
i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now
this is me
who am i gonna be now?
who am i gonna be now?


and i'm worrying worrying
and the future is troubling
then i′m home again

and i'm rushing i′m hurrying
and my head is all muddling
then i'm home again

and i hate that i′m struggling
and it's building it's bubbling
and i′m tired of numbing it
and i′m scared that i'm fucking it
then i′m hooooooooome again

i guess this is me now
this is me oh
i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now
this is me
who am i gonna be now

who am i gonna be now
this is me oh
i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now
this is me
who am i gonna be now?
who am i gonna be now?

this is me now
this is me now
this is me