Hell Bent Songtext
von Luke Rainsford

Oh I′ve been hung up for a long time,
Not just on you but in my own head,
And I've seen so many different highs that I won′t reach again,
So tell me that I don't wanna hurt myself again,
Or repeat myself again, again, again.

I've been feeling down lately, like you would not believe,
I can′t put faith in miracles, they′re the last thing that I need,
And hell there's not a God, there′s no one watching over me,
I hope I make you proud Mum.

And tell me am I something yet?
And more than that boy that prays for death when he get drunk?
And tell me am I nothing still?
And everyday reminds me that I'm scared to die alone, in this house,
But I′m hell bent on believing in myself,
I'm hell bent on believing in myself.


I′ve been feeling down lately, like you would not believe,
I can't put faith in miracles, they're the last thing that I need,
And hell there′s not a God, there′s no one watching over me,
I hope I make you proud Mum.

Imagine living life if I had mustered up the nerve to tell you everything,
Instead of bottling my self hate into all of these blank slates in my head,
And most stuff on my phone becomes my hell,
Become my therapists,
Can't even drink away myself,
Because when I drink I inch that one step closer to the edge,
I don′t want to try again,
I'm sick of wishing I was dead,
Oh I′m alone again,
Mum is this how you felt?
Oh I'm hell bent on believing in myself,
Now I′m hell bent on believing in myself.

I've been feeling down lately, like you would not believe,
I can't put faith in miracles, they′re the last thing that I need,
And hell there′s not a God, there's no one watching over me,
I hope I make you proud Mum.