i learned that the hard way Songtext
von Lola Violet

I really wanna love you
Really, I′ve tried hard to
But I just don't know why I can′t
I really wanna hold you
I'd do anything for you
And that's why I don′t understand
Why I′m not feelin' that way about you
Why it′s so hard to read my mind
I guess I should've gone and told you how I felt
But I was scared I′d change my mind

I didn't mean to lead you on
I wanted you to stay
′Cause in your arms I felt so safe
I didn't think that there would be a consequence
But I learned that the hard way


I want you to hold me
But now that you have told me
I feel like we can't do that
I wish that we could move on
But still be friends and so long
′Cause I can′t just say goodbye like that

I guess that I was just bein' selfish
Not lovin′ you but not wanting anyone else to have you, baby
I didn't think it′d end so badly
But now I'm sittin′ here and cryin'

I didn't mean to lead you on
I wanted you to stay
′Cause in your arms I felt so safe
I didn′t think that there would be a consequence
But I learned that the hard way

What was I thinkin' when I didn′t tell you
I didn't feel the way that you did
I just didn′t know how to feel
What was I doing when I waited so long to tell you that?
Now I think it's too late to tell you I want you back

I didn′t mean to lead you on
I wanted you to stay
'Cause in your arms I felt so safe
I didn't think that there would be a consequence
But I learned that the hard way