Everything Feels Ridiculous Songtext
von Lauren O’Connell

Woke up to the feeling
Of my voice in my throat
Asked what I said
You said you did not know
And I did not believe you

Looked down to see you there
Naked and curled
And I′ve spooled up the sheets
Like it's the end of the world
And I′ve chosen not to save you

Someday soon
Will this be one of the times
That plays on a loop
When I am losing my mind
And I'm trying not to need you


When I was teasing the dawn
In the driveway with you
Brushed your hair from your face
And I did not kiss you
Something about how late it was getting
Like it mattered at all
Like there was something forbidding in that
Like every moment isn't later than the last

Search another life
For an answer to bind to
Does she remember the same way that I do?
I will never ask her

How the icicles hung
And all fell together
When she slammed the door
With an "okay whatever"
And I just stood
Broke down and gathered
All of the ones that dared not to shatter
And I didn′t really know why
Everything feels ridiculous on borrowed time
As if there′s any other kind