I'm Trying Songtext
von Kevin Sharp

She said I′m not pointing fingers
And he said yes you are
Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren′t
If I told you I'd be walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholics word
I can't change what′s done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I don′t curses my self and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying
Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me
I′m trying, I'm trying
She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe what held you has freed you
And I hate these doubt that keep on coming back
My parents think I′m crazy for staying here this long
But there's nothing more I want for us


Than to prove to them they wrong
I don′t want to be afraid
I don't want to think you lying
Thought i haven't found the faith yet that I need
I′m trying oh I′m trying
He asked do you want me to leave
Cause if you do
You know I will
But she said
Much to his disbelief
No I love you still
He said I don't know why I′ve been the fool
But I can't tell you this
Not and days goes by that I don′t curse myself and all my sins
Than he dropped down to his knees
By now they both were crying
Said I haven't been the man I want to be
But I′m trying, oh I'm trying
I'm trying
Oh Lord I′m trying