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von Kalli Talonpoika

Out there over the bay
The sun explodes in dying light
Choked by the cold and the gray
Pink clouds come my way

I had a friend who lived here
But he didn′t stay
He lived near where I look to
When I try to end my day
And I hope he does well
In his student life
You know that I'll still be here
Thinking that I′m larger than life


I don't feel very smart
And not too dumb at all
Really, I'm just like you
My words are feeling small
So I try to find a meaning
And ask the question why
Living isn′t easy
But I don′t want to die

I don't want to die
And I don′t want to hide
I know that I'm no hero
It burns me up inside
I hope you know I′m sorry
For all the pain I've caused
Living isn′t easy
Thinking that I'm larger than life

I don't think I want to know
Who I really am
I find it kinda boring
I find it kinda sad
There′s so much I want to do
That I would never do
If I was just like me
If I was no fool


Do you think about me?
Do you have a choice?
Do you know who lives here?
Behind this aching voice?
Is there any feeling
Left for me to give?
I tell ya, life ain′t easy
That's why you gotta live