i'm gonna thank myself later for leaving you Songtext
von Ka Lia Universe

Some day
I′m going to thank myself for leaving you
But right now
I'm hurting from the side effects
I don′t want to break down
Suppressing emotions
I'm feeling iced out as the days go by
Lights go down
And I go home
I feel so alone
Alone


Do I just miss having someone to hold me
I wake up and you're not there anymore
I′m just so scared
I had a dream that you were still here but ooh
No baby you weren′t here for me
Oh
You weren't here for me
So why the hell do I still miss you
I guess I just miss having someone to hold me

Some days I feel like I′m ready
Can I talk to someone new already
But my heart still feels so big and heavy
Told you I won't care seeing you with someone new and pretty
Know sometimes I can get so petty
It′s the human me can't say I′m perfect
I know that we're still young and learning
Can I just admit that
I'm still hurting
It′s the self love piece that
I′m still working
Turn my phone back on
Just to stop
Myself from lurking on you


I know that right now
Things may not make sense
Emotions comprehending
Going round and round and round
Least I know that I can breathe now
Count on me hold myself down
You'll miss me
When I′m gone
When I'm gone
When I′m gone
When I'm gone

Do I just miss having someone to hold me
I know you′re going to miss me
I wake up and you're not there anymore
Oh babe
I'm just so scared
I had a dream that you were still here but ooh
No
No baby you weren′t here for me
No you ain′t
No you ain't
Oh
You weren′t here for me
I wish you were
Wish you were
So why the hell do I still miss you
I guess I just miss having someone to hold me

Someone to hold me