Disgrace Songtext
von Josh A

I′m a disgrace, I can't be saved
I try new things, but I can′t change
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won′t be right by your side, I′ll be dead

Feeling fucked up, I cannot escape
Yeah, I'm on the come up, might be something great
Yeah, it′s finally time for me to make statements
But if I'm being honest, I hate this
Yeah, I never wanna speak dishonestly
Yeah, I never thought I′d see this side of me
But I've been getting wasted every night
Can′t bare being alive


I try so hard to numb the pain
You found yourself, I can't relate
I sabotage, burn everything
I don't want this, no

I′m a disgrace, I can′t be saved
I try new things, but I can't change
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won′t be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won′t be right by your side, I'll be dead

Yeah, let down the ones I depend on
I can′t bare this, I might end it all now
Suicide note for everyone that I sinned on
Let the water take me tonight
I try so hard just to please you
Sometimes I wish I could be you
Normal life, yeah, I want it right back
And I might make this my last time now


I try so hard to numb the pain
You found yourself, I can't relate
I sabotage, burn everything
I don't want this, no

I′m a disgrace, I can′t be saved
I try new things, but I can't change
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won′t be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won′t be right by your side, I'll be dead