Dark Thoughts Songtext
von JL

When I entered this race
Every lyric from a dark place
Full of dark thoughts and heartbreak
Suicidal motives and video games
Simulations that I used to play
Now I simulate every day
Nothing stimulates a dead brain
I can′t take the pain away
Suicide might be the only way
But I don't plan on quitting not today
Full of dark thoughts and heartbreak
Learned to use my mind in my hearts place Learned that Milan is really far away
Hurt me one more time and I might break away
You′re not a bad guy we just ain't the same
Same goes for you and all the time you've taken
I don′t think I need your help hope I′m not mistaken
I can see your body, and it's slowly breaking
Don′t you dare die oh Mother's heart will be breaking
Think on this stuff daily like a snapshot Max be taking
I think he′s next up an inspiring creative
I would feign pride, but I'm not really suprised
Unlike some of you, I be looking through my eyes
Unlike some of you, I keep a couple words inside


I feel like sometimes you don′t need me
I feel like sometimes I'm too greedy
I feel like sometimes you don't see me
If there′s a God out there can you hear me
I feel like sometimes I can′t take it
I feel like sometimes we won't make it
I feel like sometimes I really hate it
I feel like sometimes Lyndon saves it
I feel like I don′t have the ingredients
I feel like it's raw but I still eat it
I need more to life than my own cravings
I feel like my confidence is fading
I feel like sometimes I sit alone
In the darkness just to feel at home
I feel the clothes grow tight I think I′ve grown
Grown tired of suffering on my own