If I Cared Songtext
von Jack in Water

There′s this haze in my blood
Will it clear as I grow up?
I feel red, I see grey but it screams just as it fades
There's no words, even noise, just hormonal pulsing shocks
Break my voice
Keep me small
I′m a child that got too tall

Everything at once feels different
All the shudders, all the shades of rage and dread

And I don't care when I should
But I don't care if I should


Can the age reach my veins so the truth can leave my face
There′s this voice in my mouth...
JUST SHUT UP and sit back down
No I won′t.
It's enough.
To feel everything at once
I can′t tell if it hurts or my prides against the wall

I'll stop dancing with my ego
I want shivers, all the shades of rage and dread

But I don′t care and I should
When I don't care but I could

How can I feel better?
If I can′t stomach the taste of sourness
How can I feel better?
If I can't stomach every single hue of red

So I do care and I should
When I don't care, I know I could
So I do care and I should
If I don′t care, of course I do

And always will and always will.