Inner Contrarities (promo '91) Songtext
von Invocator

Desperation in the frustrated mind
As the real world stands before my eyes
This obnoxious addiction forced a restriction
Because dreamworld also has its price

Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion

Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It′s too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death...

This way to life has its consequences
Not so easy to turn back to life again
Once started down in this hell


Always stuck in misery and pain

When you feel like your soul has started to rot
And your goals you never succeed
Lying here welcoming death
God, what has happened to me?

Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It′s too late...
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death...

Oh please drag me up from this blackened world
The addiction's got my hands in its chains
Surely lost all the contact with myself
Will this putrid life ever change?


Here I am for you all the people "who cared"
My rotten flesh will be what remains
Just give me one single thought
This last day
As I shoot death into my veins

Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion

Society...
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of...
Anxiety...
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation...
Invalidate...
This sickness got stronger when they also realized...
It′s too late...
I′m moving fast down the stairway to death...