I Could've Been Songtext
von In Her Own Words
I Could've Been Songtext
You never wanted to see me leave this. I never wanted to stick around
And there′s a rainstorm in my head that I just can't outrun right now
I′m faking smiles and stomach aches so I can get away
Sometimes I think that I'm the only one who feels this way
The only things holding me back are my own thoughts in my head
And I can't understand why I can′t just move on and get passed them
It′s probably my own fault, and who's to say I can′t fix it?
But maybe sometimes life just gets in the way
I thought that with a change of pace
That I could get the hang of this
You're just another something
That I can′t seem to erase
I thought that with a change of pace
That things would start to feel okay again
I guess I'm never gonna learn
I guess I′m never gonna learn
I tried to make it to the ending of a book I never read
I'm relapsing to my old self trying to skip all these steps
I'm faking smiles and stomach aches when I
Start to feel trapped (It′s hard to breathe)
I never thought that I would lie to the ones who stay close to me
I thought that with a change of pace
That I could get the hang of this
You′re just another something
That I can't seem to erase
I thought that with a change of pace
That things would start to feel okay again
I guess I′m never gonna learn
I guess I'm never gonna learn
Could you tell I wasn′t honest?
I could've been, I could′ve been
I couldn't be all that you wanted
Could you tell I wasn't honest?
I could′ve been, I could′ve been
I couldn't be all that you wanted
And there′s a rainstorm in my head that I just can't outrun right now
I′m faking smiles and stomach aches so I can get away
Sometimes I think that I'm the only one who feels this way
The only things holding me back are my own thoughts in my head
And I can't understand why I can′t just move on and get passed them
It′s probably my own fault, and who's to say I can′t fix it?
But maybe sometimes life just gets in the way
I thought that with a change of pace
That I could get the hang of this
You're just another something
That I can′t seem to erase
I thought that with a change of pace
That things would start to feel okay again
I guess I'm never gonna learn
I guess I′m never gonna learn
I tried to make it to the ending of a book I never read
I'm relapsing to my old self trying to skip all these steps
I'm faking smiles and stomach aches when I
Start to feel trapped (It′s hard to breathe)
I never thought that I would lie to the ones who stay close to me
I thought that with a change of pace
That I could get the hang of this
You′re just another something
That I can't seem to erase
I thought that with a change of pace
That things would start to feel okay again
I guess I′m never gonna learn
I guess I'm never gonna learn
Could you tell I wasn′t honest?
I could've been, I could′ve been
I couldn't be all that you wanted
Could you tell I wasn't honest?
I could′ve been, I could′ve been
I couldn't be all that you wanted
Writer(s): Eric Doug Ruelas, Ian Sebastian Berg, Joseph Paul Fleming, Omar Rodolfo Sultani Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com