Popular Monster Songtext
von Halocene

Yeah

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I′m not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I′m going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase
I just wanna feel okay, yeah

I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin′ or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I′m going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase
I just wanna feel okay, okay

Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday
And it′s probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

′Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
I′m a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I′m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I′m a popular, popular monster


I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I′m in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won′t take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it′s not a fucking stage
I just wanna feel okay, okay

Motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missin'
And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified

I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

′Cause I′m about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I′m a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I′m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster

Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh


We′re sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a God that you don't believe
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is
Where the fuck is your god now?

′Cause I′m about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I′m a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I′m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I′m a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I′m a popular, popular monster